A powerfull pure white light surrounds me like a protective cocoon who fulfills its role perfectly because I do not know what is out of it. Material does not enter anywere here.
I am a cosmic child, a divine particle because I was born from nothing. My father is time itself and my mother is chaos. I have no parents, I just am from the beginning of matter. I have always lived here surrounded by light and always alone. A complete solitude, where only silence made me be in present, in time, in matter, in existence. Rarely a reddish light appears and brings with it the thoughts of empty blue humans. I say so because they live on the blue planet, yet deserted in her rottenness. I know it well, they all showed me in their thougs.
But this time something was different. The red light was even stronger and, at one point when it changed to grasping darkness, it began to hurt me. The darkness brought with it a terrifying noise. My ears hurt and my eyes were filled with a reddish liquid that began to trickle on my face. I was crying tears of blood. Them i started to feel pain through my entire celestial body. I was stabbed by thousands of knives that came deep inside me. I began to make like the blue ones because the pain was to grand so, I yelled and i cried with blood. Then the cocoon was teared apart and all the warm blood emerged out. The evil darkness cast me into the human world.This world was evil, cruel, impure, worthless and despicable.there is no single good thought to offer me comfort. No one thought to bring me back my love and light. I hate this world, I can not live in it. I am a shell banned by the great cosmos on a whosoever wandering land.
The light told me that a time will come when I will be born and I will forget  the true hapiness and love how long i will live in the ''blue ones'' world. I will become a empty blue human because I was trown in the cruel game of evolution and i can only choose to play it. Also, the light told me I came here to save people and take them to a upper level, but i will kill and banish to the tenebrious world even more people.I knew from the light that many will hate me because they will be scared by my power and will be manywho will worship me because I will not hesitate to trow myself in the  frozen and eternal arms of death and embrace it with serenity.Unlike other ''blue ones''I will overcome my limitation in life and i will achieve fullfilment.
I will be carried by destiny like a plastic bag carried by wind.will rise above all as a primadona above human limitation and then will be dragged through the mud all over the worlds rottenness. i will witness the great battle among light and darkness. Everything will continue to take place as planned and I will be helpless. I am predestined to suffer and throw suffering and pain I will rase above. I want to fly,to rase above and to be born out of love,life after life in bodies of clay and be immortal. I want to be. I will be.